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July 20th, 2015 @ 6:32 AM
things to do

update calendar for the rest of the month

make sure to get shoes and noah's jacket while shopping with macie

call dr. thibedau

finish anniversary present

practice wedding hairstyle - ask felicity?

pick up supplies @ art station

comics @ midtown? if there's time

order tube of after inked

lunch with alex?
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Dr. Henry Thibedeau
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Lark,

I just wanted to check in and see how you're doing. I know you won't listen to voicemails (Judy tells me she's left two already), so I opted to give this a try.

I also know you don't need me to remind you that your last appointment was in April. We'd agreed to drop back down to one session a month, but you haven't been into the office since you had to cancel the session after Mother's Day. I'd like to see you at your earliest convenience. Please call the office and make an appointment with Judy when you get the chance.

Dr. Henry Thibedeau, Ph.D.
Licensed Psychologist
1805 Herrington Road, Building 2
Midtown, NY 10017

Recent Calls
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Sarah Lindsey
July 20th, 2015 at 4:17 PM
Lark Hello?
Sarah Dawn, baby, I need you to do something for me.
Lark Mom? You got the wrong daughter, this is Lark.
Sarah Fuck, I meant to ca-
Lark Mom?? Did you just drop the fucking phone?
Sarah Sorry, sorry. I'm here.
Lark ...
Sarah ...
Lark Did you need something?
Sarah Where are you? It's noisy. When are you going to be home?
Lark I'm at the mall. I am home, New York, this isn't Dawn, jesus.
Sarah I called Dawn, Lark, what the hell are you doing on the line?
Lark For fuck's sake, how drunk are you?
Sarah Ah, yeah, that's Lark alright. On the phone ten seconds and she's nagging, just like usual.
Lark Did you need something? What do you want?
Sarah I didn't want you, I wanted Dawn to pick up some...milk, on her way home tonight.
Lark Milk.
Sarah Yeah, that's what I said. I need milk.
Lark You got so drunk you don't even really know who you're talking to, and I'm supposed to believe you only called for milk? What'd you do, mom?
Sarah Why do you think I did something? You can be such a bitch sometimes, I don't know who raised you this way.
Lark Shall we take a moment to reflect on why you have no recollection of my childhood or are you just going to tell me why you were calling Dawn?
Sarah ...
Lark Mom.
Sarah It's not a big deal, Lark. But I might've...I might've backed into the mailbox trying to leave to go to the store. It just needs a little bit of paint.
Lark You were driving.
Sarah Don't...don't you take that tone with me, I just wanted to go to the gas station, two minutes, less than a mile.
Lark I can't...I have to go, Mom. I'm trying to find shoes for my best friends' wedding and I'm with someone right now and-
Sarah Are you with Noah? Give him the phone, let me talk to him, I like talking to him a hell of a lot more than I like talking to you, he's reasonable, he's-
Lark No, Jesus, shut up. I'm with my friend Macie. I'm just...I'm calling Will, he'll come over to your house.
Sarah NO! Lark Olivia Lindsey, your brother does not need to hear about this!
Lark My middle name is Isabelle, Ma. Olivia is Dawn's. I'll talk to you later. Go inside and don't fucking move.
Sarah HEY! Who is Macie, anyway? Are you back to being gay? I knew it was too much to ask to have you be fucking normal for once, of course you're-
Sarah Did you hang up on me?
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Lala. Biggest little sister. What's up?
mom's drunk and she apparently backed into the mailbox.
What?? Are you fucking serious?
serious as a car crash.
Don't say shit like that. It's not funny. What happened?
i don't know, she called me drunk, slurring, looking for dawn. she finally told me she just needed some paint because she backed into the mailbox 'a little'. i told her to go inside and...now i'm texting you.
Okay. Well, I'm at dinner with Becky right now, but I'll grab the check and get out of here as soon as I can.
shit, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to interrupt date night. want me to just call dawn?
No, don't bother Dawn. She's on a date herself and she's really crazy about this guy. You know how it goes.
oh. you mean, he doesn't know about mom yet?
No. He doesn't. Well, he knows, but I don't think he really knows, if you catch my drift.
yeah, we've all played that game before. i mean it, will. i'm really fucking sorry that i can't be there for shit like this. it's not fair that it has to be all on you to piece our hot mess of a mother back together.
Don't apologize. It's not your fault, and your life is in New York. Mine and Becky's is here, in Mystic, and Mom is just a part of that.
i love you, will. thank you. please don't let her drive.
I love you, Lala. I'll take care of it.
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Sarah Lindsey
July 20, 2015 at 9:52 PM
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"Not answering your phone, are you, you little bitch? I bet that's because you know what a BITCH you are, I can't believe you'd treat your own mother this way. Holier-than-thou little fucking Lark ISABELLE Lindsey, that's my daughter, always looking to get someone in trouble. Always looking to get ME in trouble, aren't you? Had to run right to your big brother to tattle on mommy after she got into a little fender bender, huh? And now you won't even pick up the fucking phone because you know what a shitty thing it was to do. Running to your...to your brother 'cause your daddy was so determined to stay the hell out of this house that he ended up 'bout as far away as he could get, six feet under. Bet he'd be disappointed in what a tattletale you turned into. Bet he'd be disappointed in what a bitch you turned out to be. Will took my car keys and my booze but didn't look in the bathroom. Not sure how that stupid fuck got into Princeton, I wonder that every damn day. Hey, HEY, Lark? Call me back, I wanna say this to your face."
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hey, lark? are you busy?
i'm at work but it's kind of slow. everything okay? mom okay?
yeah...maybe. i don't know. it's not mom, though. she's...fine, i guess. still sleeping.
figures. well...what's up, are you okay?
i just kinda wanted to talk to you about something.
i'm listening, dawnie.
you're watching buffy again, aren't you?
guilty as charged. just started s6 with noah. but seriously, what's going on?
i just...ugh, this is so stupid. can you...what was your first time like?
my first time what?
oh god
are you trying to ask me about sex?
not if you're going to be a dick about it!!
lol, a dick
we are maybe not mature enough to be having this conversation. ask will.
i did already! i thought he was going to blow a fucking gasket.
JESUS CHRIST I WAS KIDDING. WHY WOULD YOU ASK OUR BROTHER ABOUT SEX? do you hate him? do you hate yourself?
i wasn't thinking!! it just kind of...he made a joke about matt's intentions for me and i said that we were planning on renting a fancy hotel room in august to celebrate six months together and he made this horrible exasperated noise, told me he liked it better when i was planning to be a virgin forever, and then he covered his ears and walked out of the room.
...hahahaha. will is maybe not mature enough to have this conversation either. he'll come back in a day or two with a whole lot of pamphlets for you to read and like, 50 condoms. i'm not even kidding. he'll probably even give you lube but he won't be able to look you in the eye while he's handing it over. it's like a slut starter kit.
i'm not an idiot!! just because i'm almost a 21-year-old virgin doesn't mean i don't know how to use condoms.
are you sure? you could practice on a banana.
you're my least favorite sister.
i'm sorry, you know i'm just teasing you.
yeah, yeah. it's...i love matt, you know? i really, honestly love him. it's the whole reason i'm not back in the ballet right now. my leg's been healed for ages, you know that, but i'm just...i'm teaching dance at the center i went to growing up. matt's little sister is taking lessons, we met last year and it's been so amazing ever since. he asked me out on valentine's day and it's just been...i can't explain it. i don't have to, though, do i? you know.
yeah, i know. i kinda wondered why you were sticking around mom's house, but...you and me, we don't have a ton of heart-to-hearts, you know?
i'm sorry. i'd like to start. things were kinda nice, when i lived with you for a while, weren't they? we were like real sisters.
you mean when you had a broken leg and just laid around my room like a whiny blonde cockblock for two months? teasing again. though not about the cockblocking part. i don't miss sharing a room with your crippled ass.
well, that's what i wanted to talk about. i mean, you and noah finally...i mean, you eventually...yeah?
yes, dawn, cover will's sensitive ears but noah and i have fucked at least a time or two in the past year.
don't be crass! i just...i'm a little scared, you know? what was it like, when you lost your virginity? was it different then, and the first time with noah?
my virginity was...ugh. i don't regret it, okay? but i was young and dumb and confused and i thought if i slept with a dude who seemed okay then maybe i would realize i wasn't gay or at least maybe i was bi and there was a 50/50 shot i'd end up with someone mom didn't hate. benji was...uh, a nice enough guy? but he was also young and dumb and it wasn't anything particularly good or special. so yeah, first time with noah was a lot different. best kind of different.
you think it will hurt?
maybe a little? you gotta relax, mostly. and dawn? if the guy loves you, that makes all the difference. trust me. there's no rush, but if this is what you guys want? i wouldn't worry about it. even if it's not perfect, it'll be perfect.
you sure turned into a big, romantic sap.
look who's talking, ms. forgoing a professional ballet career to get some dick.
oh look, the romantic part is gone.
i'm only 85% romantic sap.
...does that mean you're 15% dick?
GOODBYE DAWN
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Sarah Lindsey
July 21, 2015 at 3:10 PM
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"Lark, baby? Are you home? It's me, your mom. I'm not feeling very good today but I wanted to call because...because I know we talked last night. And I'm sorry. It was foolish of me to try and go to the store after I'd been drinking. I just...I had a craving, for a 5th Avenue candy bar, you know, those chocolate things your father used to-"

A wet hiccup.

"To eat all the time before he...well, I thought I'd just get one real quick. Thank you for calling Will, he came over and put me to bed."

A nervous chuckle.

"Not that I stayed in bed, but I made it back there eventually. Please forgive me, Lark, for whatever I said last night. I know I wasn't very nice, and I just...I don't mean to say anything harsh, I promise. Call me when you can, love you."